I cheated the death

I forgot myself

I'm feeling lost, like an forgotten idea.I feel like the dark that wants to come at the surface but it can't.I don't know who I am anymore...I'm feeling like I've cheated my life.I bit my lips, trying to understand...My tears appear, but why? Who am I? What's my name? In this moment, I don't know anything..I don't know myself.Now, I am scared.Not to know myself..Remember, I keep saying, but the word is to little to be listen.My memories are kept inside..I'm between an invisible shield.I am denied from my own mind...No, I am not going to let this happen.My relatives, they have to know something about me. But just now, I realise that I am not awake.It is just dark.My eyes are closed but behind them, I can hear voices..I am trying to open them but my soul doesn't want this.I'm feeling weaker,will I die?This is my end?....Buy..I don'tj know who am I.It can't end like this, it's to early...I hear regrets..No.I hear a sounds likethe beats of the heart stopping.No.I hear someone crying.My soul is starting to break into pieces,my heart stopped.Inside of me is a frozen place.I can't believe that this is my end...Just a word,saved me.Just one.A casual name, told by I child,saved me.My name.M.E.R.E.D.I.T.H...My memories came.All of them.But how this could save me!Ummm,I don't know..

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